I am Christof

This is ultimately the notes for my soon to be book

 

Miss this woman so much. Im working overnights, and not sleeping next to her is really hard.
As some of you might not know this is Mir, the love of my life and my fiancé. We’re getting married next year! Im so happy and have never been loved or been able to love to such an extent. We’ve dated on and off since we were 14 years old. Back then we planned a wedding and her mom even remembers Mir telling her we’d get married.
Well when we were 18 I was going through a slew of mental and emotional problems, and took them out on here. We broke up in the worst cruelest way (all my fault). And it took me years to rediscover myself and overcome my issues.
About a year ago I was in a toxic relationship, I was taken for granted, cheated on, and lied to. It wasn’t until I finally got a grasp on my anxiety that I said enough was enough! We broke up and it was the best decision I ever made. Because a month later I messaged Mir to apologize and beg for forgiveness. Sure enough we saw eachother once and that was it, I was in love again.
It took some time for her to trust me again, which I understood and waited for. But no matter what we were always meant to be. We are inseparable. I would come see pick her up and we’d go to the commuter lot and talk for hours at 11pm. We went on hikes and walks, went to the bar together with her friends, she even got me to go to a big show at the casino! I feel so strong with her and can enjoy life to the fullest.
And here we are today, engaged and in love.


Tldr: I love this girl

Working overnights have really been screwing with me. Im just getting so bummed out. All my small life issues seem so much more serious at night. Usually thats not a problem, as I’m sleeping. But being awake all night and not seeing the sun thanks to this weather has really began to bring me down.

Theres no better feeling than 630 in the morning and I’m almost done with my shift.

Hooray update!

I got a new job doing security. Im gonna get my guard card and work mad hours abd life is gonna be sweet :)

I relate to rick grimes in so many ways. I know its just a show but i feel good watching his character expand.

I’m the best ever. I’m the most brutal and vicious, the most ruthless champion there has ever been. No one can stop me. Lennox is a conqueror? No! I’m Alexander! He’s no Alexander! I’m the best ever. There’s never been anyone as ruthless as me. I’m Sonny Liston. I’m Jack Dempsey. There’s no one like me. I’m from their cloth. There is no one who can match me. My style is impetuous, my defense is impregnable, and I’m just ferocious. I want his heart! I want to eat his children! Praise be to Allah!

Mike Tyson  (via uptownroyalty)

Should I grow my hair out? Like is it really worth it?

P.S. Thats Adam’s shirt <3

Should I grow my hair out? Like is it really worth it?

P.S. Thats Adam’s shirt <3

This is me, for those of you that don&#8217;t know. I&#8217;m actually cute as fuck. You should love me. :p

This is me, for those of you that don’t know. I’m actually cute as fuck. You should love me. :p